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Name: Emily
Location: Joliet, Illinois, United States
Birthday: 5/16/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Waaay too many.. just ask me if you want to find out
Expertise: I'm a cashier for now.. hopefully someday a nurse... oh yeah i cant forget, i'm a senior at Rosary, love ya RO HO's!!
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 4/30/2004

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Stole this from Walter....

S p e c i f i c s

01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier or my sisters suave (lol)     03. what are you most scared of? Someone i love dieing                            04. what are you listening to right now? the news.. yeah i know.. i'm boring

05. who is the last person that called you? Beef

06. where do you want to get married? A cute little church somewhere..

07. how many buddies are online right now? 12
08. what would you change about yourself? lots of things.. but my weight i guess
09. any tattoos or piercings? ears are pierced.. gonna get other things when i turn 18 in a couple months!

F a v o r i t e s

01. color: red

02. . food: god i'm so sick right now i dont even want to think about food
03boys' names: Gavin
04. girls' names: Elizabeth
05. subjects in school: World Religions, Housing and Design

06. animals: dogs

H a v e | Y o u | E v e r

01. given anyone a bath? nope
02. smoked? yes

03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? yes
05. skinny dipped? not really
06: ever been in love? no
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? its what i do best
08. pictured your crush naked? yup
09. actually seen your crush naked? unfortunately no                                   10. cried when someone died? yes
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for your best friend? ooo yeah.. how can you not fall for Michelle?
14. rejected someone? yes
15. used someone? not intentionally
16. done something you regret? yes
C u r r e n t

clothes: jeans, green shirt, fleece jacket
music: Goo Goo Dolls
make-up: some
annoyance: numbers on the microwave, differnt foods touching on my plate.. michelles obssesive compulsive window problems

favorite artist: not sure
favorite group: Green Day : )

desktop picture: Green Day
book Angels and Demons by Dan Brown
cd in player: Dashboard Confessional
dvd in player: DODGEBALL!!!


L a s t | P e r s o n

you touched: Michelle                                                                            hugged: Michelle like 2 seconds ago
you imed: John
you yelled at: my mom
you kissed: lol michelle

A r e | Y o u

understanding: yes
open-minded: yes as far as i know
arrogant: sometimes
insecure: very
interesting: i guess
random: some would call it that

hungry: always
moody: lol no... NEVER
hardworking: yes
organized: sometimes
healthy: hahah HELL NO
shy: hah, VERY
difficult: somewhat
attractive: i guess?
bored easily: all the time
messy: sometimes
responsible: yeah
obsessed: with the O.C. and music
angry: often
sad: ehh sometimes
disappointed: not really
Happy: yes
hyper: haha YES
trusting: all the time, i am
talkative: depends on the person.. but usually yes

W h o | D o | Y o u | W a n n a

kill: lol Jess Stembridge
slap: same as above
get high with: Michelle.. shes funny when shes drunk.. i cant even imagine what she'd be like if she were high
look like: myself i guess

R a n d o m

in the morning i am: in a bad mood 
all i need is: love!
love is: Amazing                                                                                            i dream about: going to college

W h i c h | I s | B e t t e r

coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall

O p p o s i t e | S e x

what do you notice first: overall body build i guess? 
last person you slow danced with: probably brian at prom
who do you have a crush on: GEORGE!!!
who has a crush on you: hopefully George, and i think Ryan

D o | Y o u | E v e r

sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: yes
save conversations: yes, especially the one asking for a picture of my "asian feet"
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: hahah sometimes
wish you were younger: no
cry because someone said something to you: yeah

N u m b e r

of times i have had my heart broken: 1
f hearts i have broken: no idea

of guys i've kissed: 5
of girls i've kissed: 2 lol
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: 1 best friend but i have a group of really good friends that i'm fairly tight with
of cds i own: i have no idea.. waaay too many
of scars on my body: cant count them.. too many

F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s

do you like filling these out: yes, keeps me occupied
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies: Closer.. crappiest movie EVER.. IN MY LIFE!
favourite cartoon: The Simpsons
what did you have for breakfast this morning: i dont ever have time for breakfast
who would you love being locked in a room with: lol George of John
could you live without your computer: no
would you color your hair: it is colored.. dark brown/blackish
how many people are on your buddy list: 58
like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets.. not a morning person so i never see the sunrise


Tuesday, February 15, 2005

So this week hasn't been to bad so far.. i worked on sunday and didnt get fired ( i didnt show up on friday for work because i was in St. Loius visiting and i didnt show up saturday because they never told me i was supposed to work then) and i got my paycheck which was higher than i expected so that was good.  Monday was alright, kinda sad that i dont have a boyfriend, but it didnt really bother me that much.  For once i feel like i dont need a boyfriend to make me happy, it would just be like an added bonus ya know? I watched the notebook and had a nice dinner with my parents. Today class was alright, i had a presentation in Housing and Design and i kinda fucked it up... Addie wrote me back and actually talked to me alittle bit. It's so weird with us, we used to be so close, and then all of a sudden we just like stopped being friends.. its so weird too because she kinda stopped being friends with the whole group, but shes still invited to things that we do together so it makes it kind of akward..Oh yeah and today michelle and i had ccd with the first graders.. PBD (PDF!!!) Alyssa's dad came and picked her up..  highlight of my day.. lol you wouldnt understand that unless you were michelle or if you've ever met Alyssa's dad.. god is he hot!!!

lets see what else... we have 100 days until graduation! and 3 months and 1 day until i finally turn 18!.. i cant wait, i'm getting kinda scared though because i havent chosen my school yet, and everyone else has already decided... ok well i'm off to finish my pilates!

~Em

Currently Playing
Dizzy up the Girl
By Goo Goo Dolls
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

So these past few days haven't been too bad.. last weekend was.. horrible.. but i'm not gonna talk about it, lets just say that my dad STILL isn't talking to me.. whatever. Tomorrow i leave during english class to start driving with my mom to Saint Louis. I'm going to spend the night with a student there thrusday night and then go to classes and lunch with her friday during the day. It should be fun, i hope, i cant really handle another horrible college experience like last weekend. Then on saturday i might be doing something with meghan during the day and then sat night i'm going to michelles for her "singles awareness day" party for those of us who dont have a boyfriend on valetines day. it should be fun, i'm excited!

So it was really sad today at kohls trying on clothes.. i've gained a ton of weight from my pills and i need to just like stop eating.. i feel gross.. but i'm always hungry and i'm always eating, and i dont really have that much time or motivation to work out.. i dont know, i just need to figure out a way to make working out something that i enjoy so i can lose a butload of weight. i dont want to look this way when i'm in college. Anyhoo, i'm off to watch the Notebook again, lol.. love you all!

~Emily

Currently Watching
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

So these past few days have been really hard on everyone. I dont even know where to start, theres been so many sad things happening, and i'm so tired of all the drama. They read the roles off for the play at marmion, and people who really didn't deserve to get a good role got them anyways because they're sucks ups or just because Mrs. E loves them. and poor Amy didn't get much of a part at all (at least thats what i hear) even though she totally deserves it.. Second of all.. Rochelle's mom died yesterday morning (now would NOT be a good time to stalk her at kohls kaile). It was kind of a shock for everyone. Then Jenny got upset because her dad died this summer, and its sooo hard to see someone go through a loss like that, especially when its one of your really good friends. I've been friends with Jenny for four years now, and i've never seen her break down the way she has until yesterday and at the wake. I dont really know what to do for her. And lastly, i'm really really scared for this scholarship competition at marquette on saturday. I seriously am sooo terrified to do it, i mean we're talking like more terrified than right before leaving for Kairos.. thats how scared i am.. and its completely pointless because i'm pretty sure i wont get anything. I act dumb when i'm around people i dont know, either that or i get really really shy.. i'm pretty sure thats not something the comittee is going to be looking for when choosing who gets the scholarship. .. ahhh i need a break from all this.. i'm gonna go to bed. Everyone please just keep Rochelle and her family in your prayers. thank you

~Emily

Currently Playing
Remember Right Now
By Spitalfield
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Today went by really fast.. picked up michelle in the morning and had a hilarious drive to school (as always) listening to The Full House theme song, Macy Gray, and Shaggy.. basically extremely shitty music, but somehow its really funny when you've just woken up and you're with your best friend...not that we woke up together.. lol.so yeah ANYHOO then it was off to good old Rosary.. and of course another wonderful day of class.. lol RIGHT.

So Michelle sent me a link to this website to download music from.. and i cant think of anything at all to dowload..which is really weird for me since i'm always looking for music that i want to buy or whatever.. so yeah, if anybody has any suggestions, leave a comment! thanks!

~Em

Rocky loves Emily.. Rocky Loves Emily.. Rocky Loves Emily...... Obviously you haven't seen Three Ninjas!

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